no!

i did not MIA!

im just busy tired n lazy to blog!

working n supper-ing is my this 2 weeks life.

shit!

gonna gain weight frm all those suppers!

-.-

wat happened had really happened.

my careless mistake?

ppl sabo me?

i really dont noe.

god noes.

can i treat as the case is closed?

21july...

dwi n erik..

my centrepoint indo crews went back indo le.

im off so i went to send them off.

us!

the fun cute n lovely them!

cath, yq n me!

there are oso times tat mgrs dont behave like mgrs!

=D

crazy girls crazy taking photos with the airport trolley!!

erik n dwi.

u guys will always be rmb by me.

hope u guys are doing fine.

take care n all the best ya!

(:

i spent time with my dear too!

went shopping with him.

he shopped not me!

LOL!

having dinner with him.

gg out tgt with his friends listening to their conversations.

HAHA!!

k lahh!

till den~

(:

today half day work for me.

went hiring for 4hrs.

just afraid he will consider as my OIL.

if yes shit him upside down ahh.

bloody calculative boss!

-.-

bad news!

bad newss!!

BAD NEWSS~!!!

y no good news for me?!!

i really feel paiseh.

i really feel very bad.

how will ppl look at me now?

y does this always happen to me?

when i feel i had reached the top.

one mistake will made me fell all the way down.

至少我问心无愧.

i agree wat lai told me.

"only god knows"

hais.

i will be keep on thinking abt this issue till found out the truth.

but when will the truth be out?

no one noes...

so feel like singing when mood is not good.

k box anyone?

today is just my 3rd off day of the mth.

damn pathetic right?!!

im sure most working ppl are gg to hit their 5th off day of the mth.

stupid freaking bloody hell schedule!

"YES BOSS IM DAMN TIRED WORKING 5 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!"

i dont mind working 5 consecutive days.

but at least aft tat 5 days give me 2 off days lah!

seriously shit!

im tired!

-.-

i wonder y this kind of shit happens when i transfer to a new store.

i dont have this kind of prob during my 1yr 8mths 15days at marina.

den my 1st mth at cp i got it once.

den now my 1st mth at scp i got it again.

this time worst.

got it when i attached to hee.

wtf right!

i wana go pray pray le!

seriously..

i hope nth goes wrong.

if not another bad impression.

i dont want!!

-.-

y jenn got to choose not to go scp?

she can choose to go fg instead.

y cant i?

she chose fg coz there got 3 filipinos?

den they can build their gang there?

argh!!

i just find it so fucking unfair lor!

i oso dont want to go scp.

in fact.

i dont wana get transferred out!

i vent my anger on haffis.

and he asked me to stop it!

hais!

-.-

if got chance i wana ask louise abt it.

aft jenn told me abt tat.

im kind of not very friendly towards her alr.

y not she just keep the secret to herself n not let me noe?

at least i wont feel how im feeling now.

hais!

till den~

(:

its been a week im at scape.

im kind of happier.

coz i felt more relaxed working there.

(:

not very busy.

n the thing i love most is the crews there are more dependable, reliable and they are really responsible committed in their work.

esp the crew leaders there.

that are those crew leaders that i expected.

they are really into their job.

i see none like them before.

i felt less stress as the crew leaders will help me to run the shift too.

im not the only one who is cracking brain.

(:

shit does happens when i dont expect.

transferring to a new store.

they need my help to organize the inventory system as they got no inventory mgr since store open 2mths ago.

yes i admit im committed, im a workaholic.

i want to do the best to prove myself.

isnt it wrong to do tat?

just transferred to another store.

yes i do miss my ppl.

since its just 5mins away, y cant i go over n talk to them?

wats wrong with it?

life is not only abt myself n work.

i still got my circle of friends ard me.

spending fair bit of time talking with them sharing among ourselves wat happened n wats gg on with us.

isnt this how life shld be?

its kind of hurtful saying he dont understand wat i wanted n i dont noe wats he's thinking.

i cant convince him my thinkings n he's thinkings dont convince me too.

i dont noe wat to say.

how can i change his mindset?

or its better not to do tat?

我很烦啊!

30june2010 marked my last day at mcd centrepoint aft 1yr1.5mths.

i did said i dont feel sad.

but i felt the sadness few days b4 the day comes.

IM SAD!

:(

unlike marina.

not all of them noes im transferring until the last day.

i did not took pics with all of my crews.

the feel is just diff.

pics with just these few..

was clearing my phole...

:(

my dearest mgrs.

love all!

baby g PINK watch.

gift from all of them.

thanks ar n yq for choosing.

damn happy tat i own another PINK stuff.

:)

love it!

just got home!

power?

coz im working opening later lehh!

not gg to slp ba.

aft this post gg to bath n prepare for work le!

=D

lol!

received a VERY random msg frm shan.

asking out for dinner with loon!

nv expect tat!

i hate staying at home on weekends.

since my dear's working.

so i joined!

kind of weird combi.

shan, loon, alice, raymond n me.

(:

we went to kovan hk cafe for dinner.

us!

but without raymond!

haas!

we were talking chatting gossiping ALOT!

the most irritating thing is..

we LOL (or me only lahh!)

the china woman infront of us stared at us n shook head.

i dont give a damn!

i LAUGH even louder!!

=D

aft hk cafe.

we went to mcd to continue our chatter box.

our drinks!

(:

actually gg mcd is a wrong decision.

coz having wc.

there got plasma tv.

while we talking.

there's a few sudden..

"G-O-A-L!!"

-.-

the thing tat i most freak out is when alicia n me went toilet.

have to go thru tat BIG crowd.

 we walked like snake lor!

scary!

if they were to shout at tat point of time im in the crowd.

think i will shocked n pee out?

LOL~!!

=D

love the random meetup!

they just reminded me we left sec sch for 10yrs le.

WOW~

不认老不行了...

i actually knew things tat happened like 10yrs ago?!!

haas!

now i really find myself damn neutral.

nv cham so many things.

kind of low profile ba.

although im loud!

LOL!

=D

till now im still thinking wat raymond told me.

maris stella guys...

n me...

during sec 3...

i dont rmb a thing abt tat!

n oso thinking abt the girl who scolded me?

alicia said!

who?!!

i oso dont rmb tat incident!!

is it not impt to me?

im old?

or im forgetful?

-.-

i saw MR ALEX just now at kovan toast box!!

find it so amazing n coincidence lorr!!

=D

hmm..

fakri actually msg me..

asking me im transferring out ar?

i did not reply..

i really got no coments abt this issue lehh...

tats y i did not reply...

actually...

i dont noe wat to do later at work if my crews noe abt this.

im not sad abt this.

im not happy abt this.

wat shall i do?

hais!

herman msg me.

he sounded excited tat im gg over.

but im not very excited abt it lehh.

hais!

like this 我很难受 lehh...

:(

i msg tirta abt my transfer.

he told me abt his news.

well...

i somehow can guess it.

wish him good!

(:

我不知道我应该怎么办才好!!!

hais!!!

how shall i start this post?

im kind of lost...

woke up in the noon.

got myself ready.

den went to store to meet meihong.

den we went to mama's hse for her yummy curry chicken.

(:

received msg frm louise.

asked me to call her when im free to talk.

well..

felt sthg not right.

i decide to call her when i got home.

meihong n me stayed at mama's till abt 9pm.

reached home.

called louise.

im gonna transfer out.

to...

scape park!

the store tat i DONT WANT to go!!

but i got no choice.

have to go still.

is teresa the one who chose me to go.

louise wana make me feel better?

she said maybe teresa think im suitable for a new store?

hais watever lahh.

frankly speaking.

im not as sad as when i got the news when i got transferred out frm marina.

perhaps i had learned my lesson.

i informed some ppl.

but none of them are my store ppl.

dont noe y just dont feel like telling them.

let louise inform ba.

i called haffis.

no ans.

i msg him.

he still can joke with me asking have i submitted my request to regina.

at tat point of time i dont noe to laugh or to cry.

den i told him im not transferring to his store.

im transferring to scp.

ps mgr will transfer to his store.

i msg nina.

she called me n talked to me.

i msg fadz.

he laughed at me.

saying i got the store tat i dont wana go.

hais!

tats parts n parcel of life in mcd ba.

:(

seriously..

i dont noe to be happy or not.

actually scp is only 1/3 size of cp.

even the sales is 1/3 of cp's.

it shld be a easy store to run?

perhaps a new experience for me to run a low volume store ba.

hope the rcip is good!

(:

wish me luck n all the best at scp next mth ba!

=D

just reached home aft work.

sat n sun off again.

might as well off for 1 whole week right?

off 4 days.

work 1 day.

den off another 2 days again.

kind of bo liao~

-.-

took bus home with zhang yue.

coz nina finshing work at 2am.

lols.

kind of unbelievable ehh.

gg home with her.

i like to scold her at work.

coz she is just damn real stubborn.

n like to talk back n shout at ppl.

but she noes im joking.

she will do wat i said.

n she's used to my scoldings le.

haha!

=D

ya later gg to mama's hse to eat curry chicken!

gg with meihong!

very excited!

=D

her curry chicken is real superb!

we all missed her cookings aft mcd implement 'no outside food allowed'.

even for us.

she used to cook curry chicken, fried bee hoon, fried mee n many many more delicious food for all of us to eat.

so work mid or night shift is damn best.

sure got dinner to eat de.

but now no more le.

tired of mcd food?

go outside to eat or might as well dont eat lor.

:(

met damn many freaking idiotic unreasonable shitty stupid bloody hell customers.

curse them get choked while drinking n eating.

they think their money big deal ar?

so wats the big f**k if they're customers?

ppl like us doing customer service not human being ar?

hate those ppl to the max!!

if i got any complaint letter.

im sure doomed.

i'll curse more the one who complaint me!!

>.<

y does mcd take complaints TAT seriously?

dont they noe tat most of the complaints are unreasonable?!!

other fast food like kfc, lj, bk, mos burger...

think they dont take complaints into consideration?

den when we did good things good service.

i dont find ppl compliment us.

SELFISH ppl!

damn UNFAIR to us!!!

goodwill hidden.

bad actions announce to the whole world!

>.<

sometimes i do think..

y am i in this line?

if i were to resign wat can i do?

nina n junaina oso ever asked themselves this qns.

who doesnt want to work their dream job?

everybody wants tat!

but wat if we cant pursue our dream?

wat shall we do? 

how abt my dream job?

hmm...

still no news.

msg haffis but no avail.

hais.

still worrying.

i can only stop worrying or even start to be sad when next mth schedule is out...

hopefully?

hopefully not?

im confused too.

let the boss n bosses decide which path we shall go ba.

face the fact!

(:

its my 4th non-working day.

finally can meet my dear to celebrate his bdae le!

=D

had made mango konnyaku jelly for him.

n i bought him the most sexiest present!

=p

the most fun thing is..

we took public transport out today!

think its only the 3rd time we took public transport.

felt so special.

lalala~

=p

we went to funan coz he wana get  his hair cut at kimage.

den we went to novena united aquare vienna restaurant for buffet.

yummy!

ate ALOT!

=p

aft dinner he sent me till macpherson staion.

den he continue his journey to meet his friends for drink.

tats y he's not riding!!

just now yq nsg me,

saying next mth 1 of us will be transferring to fg or scp.

die lahh..

i dont want.

i dont like both rm.

called haffis asked  him whether he got any news.

he said not yet.

he said he will suggest to regina transferring me there.

arghh!

ya although got haffis francis n sandra..

but regina still the boss!

-.-

dont wana go scp coz aqing is there!

dont feel like working with him again!

>.<

hais!

dont wana think of this topic le!

if not later cant slp!

-.-

i just think yq very naive.

wants to transfer back to bsj8 or rt patch.

for me ahh..

use butt think oso noe tat its imposssible de lahh.

i many times tried to indirectly tell him forget abt tat idea.

he just cant catch the ball.

he really go ahead msg louise tell her.

hmm..

well..

no comments abt his actions..

back to work tmr aft 4 no-work days!

good luck ya suet!

no bad news ehh!

(:

another bored day.

its my 3rd no-working day.

today is my dear's bdae.

n yet he got to work.

hais.

only can celebrate it tmr.

sadd.

:(

so bored today.

did not went out.

kind of sian tat i received msg frm mimie saying he's mc at 530am.

im off oso infromed me.

if im not awake at tat point of time god noes he's mc?

hais..

-.-

ytd aft movie yq met into accident actually.

with suresh.

god bless they're alright.

(:

he knocked onto the car infront who e-breaked.

he had to pay up.

hais.

hearing ppl n ppl met into accidents sounds so scary to me.

pls drive n ride safely.

(:

received msg frm fadz at 1130pm.

he's a reaal good son i can say.

i acc him.

n we went to look for bobbie.

i called him n he was so shocked to received my call in the middle of the night.

few minutes later we're at his hse.

lols.